If I could only turn back the hands of time..

Tears just flowed in my eyes right now..i am feeling so lonely that even i couldn't explain. I feel that the world has been conniving against me or was it just the wrong decisions i made in my life.

There are things in life that makes you hide into the darkness and let pain strike inside your heart and let it drown you until you feel numb and helpless.

Nobody can ease the pain because nobody will ever understand the extent of damage with your emotions. Am i making sense? i guess not, this is something a reprieved for me..

if only i could turn back the hands of time i would have made it right. I am bewildered, I am in pain...I am tormented with my thoughts..please help me go through with this...